I... Usually don't post stuff like this on the internet... My person life I mean. But seeing lots of people have done so already... I want to speak my mind. And also join this club.

I'm in an early age, a blooming flower. The last few years have been generous and kind to me... But things have changed when I graduated from primary. Everyone... Became harsh. Now before, yes, there was only a few people who gossiped and such, but high school isn't a forgiving place. Everyone gossips, spreads rumours, breaks each others hearts in dates, lie to prove themselves off, so much. I've been trying to keep to myself, a lone wolf if you would, but lately... These two guys, I won't give names, have been questioning me. They ask me over and over and over, I ignore as much as I can but they get to me. The teachers (only a few, not all) haven't been doing anything! One of the boys run over to my desk, pulling out some of my drawing (I draw dragons in class), and then bully me of what I draw! And I want to be an artist, but their words are breaking me... Their technically bullies at this point. Crushing my dreams of becoming an artist... And what to the teachers do when their yelling across the room and running around? Nothing. Almost nothing. They do warn them off and so on, but they always get away with it!

And this isn't happening I just one of my classes, oh God no. It's at Science, Mathematics, English, and even Lunch. I go home and fall asleep crying, and on days of miracles I won't.

The only thing that's keeping me going is surprisingly the internet. Sylestia, and the people here! Ever since I started here I'm doing a bit better. Only a bit... I think I have mental illness? I'm not sure, but the school said mental illness is looking back at a time you regretted and letting it affect you're current self, and that's what I do. I look back at every time those bullies hurt me, and every time I cry.

Thanks for reading this through if you've gotten here.

I'm so sorry your going through that. Could you maybe switch classes or report them?

I've dealt with a similar problem in elementary/middle school so I know it's hell. And it angers me that you have to go through this daily because nobody deserves to get bullied.
Anyhow, though high school is a complete drudgery and the central gossip stop, the best part about it is that it ends. Another thing to think about is once you graduate, you can go to an art school and there, there will be more people that are like you and interested in things that your are interested in. And though I've never seen your drawings, I'm pretty sure that you're an amazing artist so forget what they said and there's always room for improvements so don't give up!(While you're going to be an artists, they're probably going to be flipping burgers all their lives)
And as for the whole bullying issue... the best advice I can give you is to inform your parents; if they really care about you, they'd go to the about the issue and demand a change because it's unfair that you have to go through this. I know it doesn't seem like it, and I may sound like a broken record but brighter days are ahead. And the you're strong, I've made it this far, don't let them get to you

I really hope it helps because I really don't like seeing others getting put down because of bullies, it's probably the thing that angers me the most.

Mhm i don't know what to do at this point so here it goes... pretty one of my closest friends is trans and another one of my friends is also trans. So pretty much one of them went into the bathroom they identify with, long short they got beat up pretty badly. So we have this club at my school called XYZ club and the principal came to talk about it. She misgendered my friends, knowing this was an LGBTQ+ club and just ugh. Then told them they couldn't use the restrooms for the 'other kids safety' but could use faculty bathrooms and it would be a 'win-win'. Idk i'm just angery and home issues don't help either. I'm currently living with my grandparents as things are too violent at my house (I just got to my grandparents today). I mean that and harassment from this one kid has gotten worse as he tries to force himself on me because he found out i'm lesbian. I mean god get it through your head I don't like guys.

I did report them, still nothing.

And I can't changed English because I have a problem with English. I'm in foundation. (Foundation is lowest you can go, here's General which is average and extension which is when you're great at a class.) And i'm also in Literacy Enhancement (LE is the english option, for students can choose to learn French or Japanese, but if you struggle with English you have to take LE.) And because of this I can't be raised to English General

With the other classes, I'm in general. If I go down to foundation I won't get proper grades, but if I go into extension it'll be too difficult.

If it's bad enough could you transfer schools?

Thanks for the reply... It did help.

The only other school is a public school I think?

It's cheaper then the one I'm at, but it's FAR worse apparently.

There's also the option of home school... But it's expensive, and i've already been home schooled for half a year in 4th grade... Because the primary school I was in before the one I moved to in 5th grade had me stuck with the WORSTE teacher.

If it's really bad you could try to convince your parents to move too a near by town?

couldn't your friends report the school for not letting use the bathroom or something?