if you wanna change the gender just use this code!
https://www.sylestia.com/image_builder_avatar.php?base=2&eyes=4&ears=1&mouth=11&nose=4&eyebrows=7&hair=34&beard=0&ff1=0&ff2=0&ff3=0&ff4=0&ff5=1&ff6=0&mkup1=0&mkup2=0&eyelashes=0&lipstick=0&top=4&bottoms=1&feet=1&arms=0&sc=FFDBE9&ec=78852E&hc=cc108d&mc1=99E070&mc2=FA4D87&mc3=FA1225&tc1=ad07a2&tc2=ffea00&bc1=579bbd&bc2=066B1A&fc1=804A09&fc2=664D2F&ac1=000000&ac2=000000&hc1=E6D778&hc2=34940D&wc1=119C09&wc2=EBB103&bkc1=ffd500&bkc2=9b3ac2&held=artistspaintbrushstaff&outfit=cozy_autumn_attire&head=0&fullhelm=0&wings=0&back=background_dream_stealers_sigil&temp=1&size=350

Ok, I feel like this is a little out of place for a vent, but here I go.

It's nearing the end of the school year for me, so I have a TON of tests and exams to study for. I also have to memorize part of a play. In addition to that, I'm running 5k on Tuesday. Currently, my class is getting into a lot of drama/bickering, and I have been trying to avoid it, but I keep getting hit with offensive remarks.

Thanks for reading.

Is there anything you can drop? Sounds like you overcommitted yourself, an easy mistake to make. Just remember, all you can do is your best. Im sorry you are struggling right now.

Not really, I would drop out of the play, but I didn't have a choice, and as for the 5k, It's the only practice we have until we do the real on next month. Thanks though.

Im sorry to hear that. I know its hard, but try to balance your health needs (sleep, eating, etc.) with all these other demands on your time. Im praying for you.

Oh. Huh. *giggles nervously* Can I join?

Welcome! Would you like a discord link? We also have a small game w/ a 50k prize that you can find linked on the first post your welcome to join!

Wow, I feel kinda bad... my avi is mostly representative and metaphorical nwn'
Ah, well... Mine's male because there is no androgynous... and it just seemed a bit more powerful. like to think I'm not subject to any outside force unless I allow myself to be. I tried to use colors on the avi itself that portrayed divinity... I feel a little obligated to be a protector over my friends. Like... it's what I'm meant to do? I don't know. I also have no definitive favorite color ;-; I chose the outfit because 1) This website has NoThInG I would wear in a million years XD I mean, c'mon, some of the stuff on here... dang xwx anyways... so I went or this because... I'd actually totally wear it given the chance \(@-@\) and also, the coat represents sort of hiding what I find to be my role... what I think might be my calling in life... and who I feel like I am inside ;-; The crown represents... well -w- I've always felt a bit like a leader... but one that leads by example... showing younger people to respect and love and respect others as they are nwn Also, it sort of reminded me a bit of a war helm ;-; The sword is metaphorically what I use to defend my beliefs and those I love nwn The shadow stalker back there... is my past... and the things tying me down. It's everything I fear, waiting for me to let my guard down like I did a year ago and tear me apart....

And the sylesti nwn


I chose the smoll boi because he looks fun, and I'm not... THAT much of a serious person... right? Anyways, I also chose him because the smoll boi lupora looks adorable and doesn't have a very threatening demeanor nwn I put the adult one below, though, for a view of what I hope my future holds: being seen as a tough, battle-weathered warrior ;w; Again, chose the colors gold, silver, and dark blue for divinity sort of thing, and the red I added as kind of the shadow stalker. The things that weaken me that I feel is something that isn't immediately noticed, but definitely starts to draw attention and stir up uncomfortable questions when people start getting to know me nwn' anyways....