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Vaingel
Level 72
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Joined: 5/17/2018
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Posted: 1/5/2020 at 2:34 PM
Post #1501
Well, hopefully things start looking better for you now.
Articu
Level 70
The Kind-Hearted
Joined: 4/20/2016
Threads: 146
Posts: 1,782
Posted: 1/5/2020 at 2:49 PM
Post #1502
yeah~ *mad flailing* i've been dancing around and singing. i've been in such a good mood, not gonna lie. I FEEL FREe
and i must thank you for listening to all of that. it means a lot that you'd offer your advice and opinions on what i should do and try to help me through it. so, i thank you with all my heart <3
Vaingel
Level 72
Warden of Umbra
Joined: 5/17/2018
Threads: 38
Posts: 1,514
Posted: 1/5/2020 at 2:56 PM
Post #1503
Good! You deserve a good mood after all you've been through.
Of course <3 It feels good to know I could help someone, even when I seem to always mess up irl. If you ever need anyone, never forget I'm always here for you!
he emailed me back really really early this morning. two emails, he sent. first was at 12:07 am, the second was a minute after that. i shall copy-past those and my response:
first email: Hey. I can't sleep. I'm sorry. I do want to be friends
second email: I was just scared of opening my trust back up but I'm really sorry. I want to be friends but I still don't want to hug or anything for now
my response: *tired sigh* why are you apologizing? why are you even talking to me?
he doesn't deserve politeness but i don't want to stoop to his level of rudeness. i know i get mean but he's a type of rude that even i wouldn't do
Edited By Articu on 1/6/2020 at 9:00 AM.
Articu
Level 70
The Kind-Hearted
Joined: 4/20/2016
Threads: 146
Posts: 1,782
Posted: 1/6/2020 at 9:10 AM
Post #1505
but waiT THERE'S MORE (continue on from above emails)
~~~~~~~~
him: Because I feel bad and I'm sorry
him: And I was being selfish
him: Can you wait for me??? At your second
me: i will wait, if you apologize to my face. i want to hear you say you're sorry. because you have no idea how badly that hurt my feelings on friday.
him: I know and I'm really sorry. I didn't intend to hurt your feelings [sad emoji]
me: are you going to apologize to my face? i don't expect anything more than an "i'm sorry" because you're like me when it comes to apologizing, it always ends up in tears. but if you can't even do that, then i know you aren't sorry and that you don't feel bad. and if you weren't trying to hurt my feelings, then why did you say what you did?? what on earth did i do to deserve that?
him: I will apologize to your face. Because I was being selfish and I'm trying to figure out what to do because I'm confused but I figured out that I still want you around
him: So you didn't deserve it at all
me: you do realize i should say no, right? *tired sigh* i should tell you no. i should tell you that i want nothing to do with you. i have every reason to not want you around.
but i do want you around, as much as i don't like admitting it. we both know i don't hate you, and i never could, even if i tried. i'll give you one more chance. but if you give this one up, you're not getting another. i can't keep letting you in, only for you to break everything before you leave again. so i'll give you one more chance to prove to me that i can trust you, or that we can even get along. it's your choice whether you take it or not. i don't care either way.
~~~~~~~~
great starclan i hate myself so much
Vaingel
Level 72
Warden of Umbra
Joined: 5/17/2018
Threads: 38
Posts: 1,514
Posted: 1/6/2020 at 8:11 PM
Post #1506
Does he even realize that it's gotta be scary for you to open back up to him, too? He's let you down so many times!
Yeah, his is not a level I'd want to fall even close to.
I can't believe he still expects easy redemption. As if he has infinite retries, without consequence!
Don't hate yourself. You've been forgiving him and giving him more chances, and he's wasted them.
Warriors reference? I read that, too >w<
Larkian
Level 75
The Tactician
Joined: 5/15/2018
Threads: 104
Posts: 16,999
Posted: 1/6/2020 at 8:19 PM
Post #1507
Oh no
Honestly if I were in your position I'd probably melt and be like ok ok gimme a hug now
HMMMM
HMMMM
*sigh*
Be friends, but don't go back into the relationship yet I guess?
I wouldn't know, I'm very single xD
Articu
Level 70
The Kind-Hearted
Joined: 4/20/2016
Threads: 146
Posts: 1,782
Posted: 1/6/2020 at 8:48 PM
Post #1508
*sad smile* he's a cat whose lost eight of his nine lives. i say i hate myself because i absolutely should not be talking to him at all, and yet here we are ;-; why must i torture myself like this
yes i love warriors, it's such a great series i love it so much
Articu
Level 70
The Kind-Hearted
Joined: 4/20/2016
Threads: 146
Posts: 1,782
Posted: 1/6/2020 at 8:55 PM
Post #1509
lol. i'm sure you'll find the right one eventually <3
as of now we are tentative friends, and today was fairly decent. i'll admit i enjoy being friends with him. my teacher (the one i talk to about the things with me and bumbling moron) and daytona weren't very happy with me though
Vaingel
Level 72
Warden of Umbra
Joined: 5/17/2018
Threads: 38
Posts: 1,514
Posted: 1/6/2020 at 10:21 PM
Post #1510
Well, he has one last chance. Let's see what he does with it.
I'm here for you all the way!
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