Mood: Creative and energetic

I'm working on learning to machine-gun rap, which is just rapping very fast, and it should sound like a machine gun that keeps beat. I'm learning the raps here at 1:42 and 3:01 specifically, by Seo Changbin and Han (Jisung) respectively. STAY forever!

mood: tired and feeling trapped

I applied for a job and ill know Monday or Tuesday if I have an interview... this was the worst weekend ever..
it started ok and I spent the night at a friends, my first friend in 11 years.. so i get a text from mom or as i call her boss of the house, saying that i need to help with the lumber, so I'm on the way home and then i get another text that says don't worry about it. so i get home and then she starts swearing at me and calling me unreliable when i was actually home before dad phoned the lumber guy to find out later that afternoon, so were having a family bbq and i tell grandma about my day, yeah all this happened Saturday, grams told me when i was done mom told her that we didn't pick up the lumber to Sunday and that now pudge and dad are going to get it. so one she yelled at me for no reason and two called me unreliable when i do more for this crappy family then she does. i hope i get this job and so fricking out of this house. (I'm 31... it is impossible to find a job near me) I'm going to wash my hands of her.. when I came home suday at 5pm no one was even there to greet me.....

oh wow, thats actually a really good idea

I'd love to join as a therapist! I actually plan on becoming a therapist after I finish with my first career.

About me!

Heyo loves! I'm Coda, but you can all call me Cody or C if you want. Despite my avatar, I am a cis female and identify as such. I've lived in four different countries, although my current home is in Washington, USA. I love learning languages and am currently fluent in 3. I am an adult player, but still very much a kid at heart! My inbox is always open, and I always love receiving pings, so please don't be afraid to contact me. I do tend to shoot from the hip. I will never be mean, and I'll always love you, but I'm going to tell you the honest truth.

Likes: I love mythology - I have wrote a thesis on Joseph Campbell's monomyth theory and absolutely love the subject of any and all mythologies. I love traveling, and my current job allows me to travel a lot, which I love! I've worked training dogs before, and am a huge dog fanatic. My favorite breeds are working dogs, particularly herding dogs. I grew up in a farm town and those dogs were always running around. I don't care too much for small dogs or cats, but I certainly don't hate them! I am not the biggest fan of birds, though. My family used to own a pair of conures when I was younger, and let's just say that we didn't quite get along.

I also am an avid reader! I've read pretty much most popular series out there, but I'm quite picky about what I like. I love LOTR, the Hobbit, Narnia, and Sherlock Holmes. I'm a huge fan of Netflix' Lucifer and Sherlock, and I will likely gush nonstop about them if given the chance. I love Star Wars, Marvel and DC, too, but I'm not familiar with all of the lore surrounding those universes.

I love, love, LOVE music! I have been a semi-professional orchestral musician for 8 years. I currently play flute and bassoon, but would love to pick up guitar or ukulele (probably uke 'cause I'm smoll.) I also sing a little bit, but don't consider myself to be any good. I've acted and played in pit orchestras before, which has been super fun! I also enjoy cooking and eating. My favorite foods would have to be grilled or steamed vegetables. Particularly broccoli and brussel sprouts. Yum!


Dislikes: Cheese. Well, actually, I love cheese. But, since I am lactose intolerant, I don't particularly like what cheese does to me. I don't like hypocrites. I don't like when people shove their beliefs down each other's throats or when people demonize others. I don't like hate, as I believe it is toxic. Except for mosquitoes. Because heck, I really hate mosquitoes.

Help: When I was younger, I experienced isassociation, insomnia, abusive relationships, and sleep terror. I've also experienced depression and isolation. I've since overcome my struggles. But I did it with help! Please ping me if you need advice, if you need help applying for schools, or if you just need someone to be there for you. Even if I don't know you, I still love and care about you. I'll protect you and fight for you whenever you need somebody to!

welcome! Join the discord?

Right now we're doing a small mini 'challenge' where members make 'journal' entries by desiging a sylestia based on their mood and writing a little piece, there are some above - you could start by reaching out to them

I'd love to join the Discord, please send me the code :D