I can olny eat Mashed potatos,and mashed Yams...along with some yogurt....i have taken Ibprofen and that's helping a litte

Yeah. It will hurt for a few days, and then you will be good, and then they will tighten them and it will hurt again, but the longer you have them on the less anything hurts.

hopefully i feel batter later

Hopefully you do

Oh! Also, I am going to assume they gave you wax? Well, if you chew on it it helps relieve stress, and, for me at least, it made me get used to the pain a bit faster. No promises it will lift the pain faster for you, but you can try if you want, maybe after your first two tightenings.

Also, I know the idea of chewing on wax is gross, but some of it can actually be flavored, like the scented ones do come as flavor as well I believe. It is safe to swallow if you do on accident, but just spit it out into the trash when you are done chewing on it.

It's a bit like gum for people with braces.

Wait really...i only have around a finger lenght of it though

I got two little packets. Hmm. But yes. It does work. My friend has braces and she does it all the time

I'm only allowed to eat smooth consistency foods this week,I'll try it after

Yeah, I do not suggest it on the first week or two. Depends on how your feeling on the second

Well here it goes...
1- I honestly feel like an outsider in my family. I can't seem to talk to them in a way they'll understand what I'm trying to say half the time. My parents would always label me as some trouble maker teen, though I literally don't do anything. Especially the fact that I can't leave the house unless I'm going to school or the store, I'm not allowed to have a phone or have a personal email, and I can't do after school activities. tbh, I'm probably not allowed to go on Sylestia but the community is so nice, and there are times when you have to rebel for your own sanity. I mean I would get and understand the rules would seem more fair if the same applied to by sibling (pm for more)
2- To think things would get better at school...it doesn't. The people there thinks that I'm either crazy, emotional or naive because I was like that in middle school and freshman year. But...I'm a junior now. Things happen and people change (apparently that doesn't apply to my peers) and they keep labeling as someone I'm not, or at least not anymore. When does it end? first my parent then those people I see at school everyday. Even my friends call me the 'temperamental one' because I had a major depression issue in 8th grade. But that's freaking 8th grade, not now.(Yes, I'm still dealing with depression but at least now I can cope with it more) I swear nobody will understand, so I don't really have anyone I can talk to
3- Speaking of school, I've been stressing like heck lately. Like I said, I'm a junior so I'll be taking the SAT and ACT this year, in February actually. And I remember how in my freshman year I thought that this would never come...well it's right around the corner. And I'm a horrible test taker and my GPA sucks, as if any college would even look at me. And why is it that I had to grow up so fast, adulthood is 9 months away for me and yet I still feel like a lost child. It honestly feel like no mater what, I'm at a dead end; I didn't really have too much of a childhood after the age of 7 (or at least not without being publicly humiliated or bullied badly) and it doesn't seem that I have too much of a future ether so like I said, dead end.

I really hope this wasn't too much but if it is, I'm sorry. I just needed to get it off my chest