I've got a rant...a pretty darn short one...compared to other people's...but here goes anyways. Includes potentially triggering stuff I guess.
So my oldest brother was pretty darn sick since January (not COVID) and my whole family's been rushing around LOSING THEIR MINDS. So in Feb we took him to the doctor, and the doctor was like "SoRrY bUt It'S tErMiNaL cAnCeR" and I lost my head completely. So now we're all panicking because the doctor also said "He has a month and a half at most."
Sooooo yeah, I'm going crazy-and my brother's dealing better than me. He's chill and doesn't care AT ALL which is infuriating! And my dog (new puppy) is NOT helping, he pees in the house every 2 hours and tries to eat my kittens which we found in the basement. And it turns out allergies to cat hair+cancer=disaster. Loving the lockdown right now. Yay.

OH
OH NO D:

I really hope you can find a way to deal with all this! I've got nothing helpful to say because I don't at all know what's going on or what to do. If you need random stupid crap to think about instead of this you can always message me. I hope everything goes okay(as much as it can!)

Oh thank you :)
I definitely need random crap to think about

poison ivy?? are you not allergic or did you just not care 0.0
where I live it isn't illegal but not recommended. we only have two species of venomous snakes and one's endangered and both don't have a very large area where they live I guess. to be fair my sister and I were both younger and we let our dogs run around
snake beheadings should fall under the category of "feels illegal but isn't" not "doesn't feel illegal but is"

ah, wish I could visit your freezer sometime then ^-^

I suppose it does. I mean.. that's what daydreams are for, no?
I can't make anything original but I like to keep up with fashion and stuff. when I was little I was convinced I'd be a fashion designer but I can't sew or draw for the life of me so that dream went out the window.
my sister likes to wear tie-dye and anything sparkly and with stripes all at the same time >.<

this is the second time I've had it today. I feel like I should feel bad about it but apples and peanut butter & jelly are too good to feel guilty about ^-^

I am so so sorry! I don't really know how to console people over things like this without giving them a long hug so *sends lots and lots virtual hugs*
I know you might want to worry over him but make sure you keep yourself healthy and strong for him

Aww thanks I'll try to (I was never mentally strong in the first place...or physically...) I will do my best, thanks for the virtual hugs!

I'm offering virtual hugs anytime you need them ^-^ just send me a quick pm or ping

Haha ok :)

Last night/This morning, I had a weird dream. A very weird dream. Somehow, I still remember it (or, at least, most of it).

So basically, I was cursed to be turned into a dolphin, and I had a friend who was also cursed the same way (I don't know who). People were chasing me and I went into a bathtub, and got teleported to an empty house. I forgot how to breathe (aka my brain forgot that dolphins didn't need water in order to breathe), but eventually got to a room that was filled with water, but it wasn't underwater. Then, a lot of fish came, and I ate the insides of one fish that was trying to eat me and my friend got eaten by another fish. Then, more people decided to chase me, so I went out of the house, into some sort of hallway that wasn't there before. Even more people started to chase me, and I swam out the room. I had a few fish friends who were following me, but I'm pretty sure they died soon after I got out of the room that was filled with water. At this point, I remembered that dolphins could breathe without water, and I was hopping around on my tail, trying to lose the people that were chasing me. I went outside, and met a police officer who complimented me. My pursuers weren't able to go outside or something, and I was finally free of them. Then, the police officer and I had a conversation (I don't really remember what it was about) and eventually he said that he had to do something (I don't remember what he had to do). I went into a room, where there was a lot of people that were gambling with cards, and noticed how strange it was that no one was commenting that I was a dolphin. I started to gamble (no, I've never gambled before irl) with Eddy and Brett, from TwoSet, and also a woman that I didn't recognize.
I woke up while I was still gambling xD


It was very iNtErEsTiNg.