I kind of know how you feel, I am pretty introverted and I am pretty connected to my friends. I had a tiny emotional breakdown in library because I found out I wouldn't be with them on wednesday. I would be in a group of 8th and 7th graders, I am in 6th grade. On the note of 7th grade I was walking to band class with my best guy friend CJ and this 7th grader looked at my whole body for an uncomfortable amount of time, so I being a person labeled with anger issues pushed him into the wall and went on to band. This kid in my class apparently 'loves' me and keeps following me around asking for a date. I keep telling him to go away, these other people laughed when I told them I was going through something (very minor anorexia, I am done with that though, my friends pulled me through.) I eventually started hanging with my computer a lot more because I didn't feel physically, socially, and mentally accepted in school, home, other places.

Can I join? I need to rant about some stuff.

Welp, I suppose its time to do an angry rant.

I hated 2017 so much. This year was supposed to be a fresh start: I moved to a new place, a different Uni campus, and a new course. Things were supposed to have been different, but they were not. Nothing changed. I wanted something to change, but its obvious now that's impossible for me and it makes me really angry. This year I shared my course with a small group of students and they all became tight knit with each other. Yes. I say 'they' because, like usual, I wasn't even a part of it. That's what I wanted this year. I wanted to be a part of something. I wanted a friend, and yet, like usual, I was cut off from everyone else, and I didn't get to make any. I spent the entire year alone, an outsider, like usual. I'm tired of being alone. I wanted that to end in 2017 but it didn't. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm just too angry and i haven't been able to let it go.

Apologies if this upset anyone.

Can i join,i can't really rant anywhere else?

sure

Punch something, scream, cry. Those work for me...

sure