( Can I dm you about something-? *just making sure before I do* )
" Ash- it's fine. I promise. " She murmured softly, sighing a bit because she knew he had felt badly. " I know you didn't mean any harm with it, and I forgive you okay..? " She said softly.
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Posted: 1/26/2020 at 5:06 PM
Post #5222
(Yeah, go for it)
"Thank you for forgiving me, but I will never forgive myself. I mean, if this ever happened to you and it was your fault would you ever forgive yourself? I mean, I have to live with this for the rest of my life."
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Posted: 1/26/2020 at 6:07 PM
Post #5223
" Well... putting it like that no, I'd never forgive myself. But you shouldn't feel at fault here.. Sawyer was the one who was pulling all the strings, making you believe bad things would happen if you even came near me. "
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Posted: 1/26/2020 at 6:45 PM
Post #5224
"And he was true to his word, for once. Except it wasn't necessarily intentional. So I am at fault here, even if it's only a little. Which it's not only a little. "
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Posted: 1/26/2020 at 8:21 PM
Post #5225
" I still forgive you, Ash. Even if it was a lot of things, you did it to keep me safe.. and I could've stayed safe if I didn't get into it, but I couldn't let you be killed.. I wouldn't of forgiven myself. "
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Posted: 1/27/2020 at 5:23 PM
Post #5226
"See? That's exactly how I feel. I can't forgive myself...I mean, I could've done something--no, anything different and I'm sure you and our child would've been safe..." His lips were pursed into a grim line
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Posted: 1/28/2020 at 12:52 AM
Post #5227
The last sentence he said hurt her a little bit.. not because of how he said it but because she felt so much guilt over it all.. she felt horrible about how she ran into danger, how she didn't just shove Sawyer down.. She felt as though all of it was in some way her fault. She went silent and just hugged him a bit tighter, tears rolling down her cheeks.
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Posted: 1/28/2020 at 7:02 PM
Post #5228
He felt her guilt, gently rocking her back and forth, hoping that it would help her get rid of her guilt because it was not her fault
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Posted: 1/28/2020 at 8:32 PM
Post #5229
Raven though still blamed herself, and she would blame herself for a very long time because she convinced herself it was her fault.. and at times, she didn't even know why Ash stayed with her since she was so horrible for doing such a thing. She tried not to cry over it.. but she couldn't help it. She felt oh so much guilt..
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Posted: 1/29/2020 at 5:10 PM
Post #5230
Ash was convinced that if he had never moved here, Raven would still be okay, nothing bad would've happened other than getting her heart broken because Sawyer was an utter and complete jerk.Once she started to cry, he just felt even worse
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