...oh yeah starfish can lose limbs...
wow I can make big think XD
Well, thanks for answering all my weird questions X3

Orcas fishery rants


So.....I was stupid basiclaly.

I currently have one working eye. Long story. It got infected and now I have bleary vision. Yeet. My eyes dont dilate so now I'm in eyedrops for both things.

I had a piano exam on Sunday. Practical passed with flying colors. Theory? I spent two hours squinting and hen I got an aide to read for me. Then I stupidly acted as a volunteer runner to take students back and forth from rooms. Heh. No sunglasses. Too cloudy out.

I spent the afternoon sleeping in restoration from bad eyesight.

Today, monday. I had a math test to do so I spent two hours and a half on that. I didnt use any paper. It was highschool math. I didn't finish so j have to go back next week.

And yes. I did math. In my head. Help. I gone mad.

Also can barely read. I cnat read my books or magazines whih sucks too. I cna read screens almost fine tho but still blurry.

Ok bye. Ima go practice so I keep my piano player spot in the orch.

I was gonna try out for color guard again.
Come to uncover a nasty little rumor which in short is t h e y d o n t w a n t m e
Which is fine, they all would just talk behind each others' backs anyway and then miscommunication and infighting and blech
I was raised at a table where we karate-chopped sauce packets open and talked about minecraft before it's official release (the days of beta... THOSE were the days @-@)
I was unprepared 0-o So apparently from that I hate a teacher and that's why I'm quitting their class to take another one of their classes...?
And I didn't talk much to them because I'm antisocial...?
I honestly preferred the guard itself to the community XD the people are NOT a highlight.

Still too much of a zut cul (bad person) to help my depressed friend, plus it turns out I have Asperger's (but without the above-average intelligence that sometimes comes with it ):<) 0-o came out of nowhere. So guess who's been working on not sounding like a trou du cul (bad person) :D Usually I'll be listening to someone talk and trying to relate, and my mind will go on thirty tangents until it lands on something to say but it sounds so unrelated that people just give me that... really kinda hurt look, y'know? Like, I was trying to sound like I knew what they were talking about, but instead I ended up sounding like I hadn't even been listening ;-;

I've been feeling really belligerent, especially when it comes to my female legal guardian as of late ;-; dunno why. Maybe it's normal...? Eh...? Whatever.
All I know is she goes ON and ON and ON for an ETERNITY and a HALF with no END in SIGHT with complaining and gossiping and talking about other people behind their backs, sometimes about how they shouldn't talk about people behind their backs, and it NeVeR sToPs.
And forget trying to set her straight or telling her she's a hypocrite, that'll just send her bawling into someone else's shoulder and asking if she really is like that, and what are they supposed to do, agree? Nah.
And that whole 'legal guardian' thing is garbage. She's always leaning on my sister and I and I gotta say... not being able to talk to people about how you feel or what's bothering you (in my case to figure that stuff out, I have a hard time matching emotions to words because AsPeRgEr'S) just kinda makes you feel like... I dunno, I have something on my mind about human pyramids but allez faire foutre (never mind) that. All I know is I go to her, bearing my problems like she does to me, like she tells me to do, and then she snaps that she doesn't want to hear the complaining like... okay? then I won't bother...?
Speaking of going on for an eternity and a half... *ahem*

Oh no! Good luck with that, and get well soon D:

Ouch, math in the head, that's worse than pen, I daresay!

(2 x 2 x 2) + (2 x 4 x 5) was one of the quesitons.Or rather, the answer. I solved it (p.s. ifyou're interested, it's 48 if you're wondering-feel free to check), before realizing oh wait.....I just needed to write the equation XD

Yeah, 2^3 is 8 and 5*4 is twenty, by two is forty... I believe you X3
Oh man, I hate doing math and finding out you found the wrong thing and need to restart the EnTiRe problem x-x like, they should give credit for doing extra math